After I decided to give it up, last night was flirt with bartender night. He's really cute when he smiles. He was fun to flirt with too. I asked for a drink order, and he gave me a funny look, I asked him if he wanted to fight, he said yeah. I said let's go outside. He said ok. And hour or so later, I went back there, and said, what's the deal, I've been waiting outside and you're a no show, you wuss. He said, you fight after school. I said, no way it's all about recess.
It was fun. And so fifth grade crush.

But yesterday, Kan also gave me a Lady's Mantle. A pretty red flower. (in game, I'm a dork, shut up, I'm ok with it.) I'm keeping it forever.
I decided on my RPG story yesterday, too. I'm a half-elf, rogue. My mother was raped by a human, resulting in my birth. Since I was old enough to wield a sword, I've been planning to avenge her, and with the aid of my new lizard love, Kanchyo. This of course, will result in the killing of many humans.

Fun, huh? >=)

And yeah, I had a dream about running away from crashing planes and dinosaurs, in really cool old buildings, and marrying Emily Baldoni off to some lesbian. Some really big brutish lesbian. My own love, however, didn't happen last night, and I think I'm just going to have to try and make it happen...IRL...