At work today, I served a table with a spiritist sitting at it. She grabbed my hand while I was taking their order and began telling me things. She said I had someone in my life, someone close who I had had a relationship with that left me emotionally scared. She said I had given 150 percent and he only gave 2 percent. I was surprised at this. She said she was getting such strong vibrations from me, and wanted to give me a reading while she was watching the movie.

I told this to Jeremy, who is also into such things, and I told him how part of me was interested in hearing more, especially if she could tell me what to do or what might happen, but part of me was afraid to find out what I didn't want to hear. So I didn't get a further reading, but I do still have her card. I would like to have a spiritist friend.

For right now, I'm going to sit here, with a mudslide in my hand, and think about the difference between drinking it now, and drinking it then.