My mom and I got into another argument. The same sort we've been having since I was 16. Hickies, as it would seem, are the bane of my mother's existance. As they are now part of my body, I, too, seem to be on this shit list. I told her they were hazing from Rocky Horror. She seems to be anti-Rocky as well as anti-me, right now. I really hate having this fight over and over. I know it's just a product of her messed up past. Do I really have to remind her that I'm almost 24, and still without child? I would like to think, that although I'm not in school, (soon to be once again, though), I do have a job, (one I really like, despite HSI), and I have a pretty good head on my shoulders, plenty of caring friends, and the affection of the best thing to happen to me since consciousness.

It's almost 4am, and I've decided to not continue this sleeping thing, as I slept all afternoon, and I really am more of a night person. I'd be doing laundry, if that didn't meant go into the well, which is scary at night. I'd be working on my Rocky Costumes, if that didn't mean working without materials. Basically, it's 4am, and I have nothing to do, but can't get to sleep. I probably should have gone to work today, and told them I wanted to work, and make some money, so I could work on clothes, but then again, I am planning on going to PP at 9am, and would have hated the lack of sleep.

Maybe my bigger problem is that I think I made Eric feel bad tonight. That's the worst feeling. I just want him to be happy. He's happy, I'm happy. (As Brent says about Michelle.) It's so true though. Seeing a smile on that one persons face, really brightens your day.

Speaking of Brent, I'm supposed to go to a 'boot camp' thing at Balley's with him on Wednesday. It's only half an hour long, but I'm a little nervous. Will it be awful? Will I be sore and hate working that night? Or will I be a clutz? I'm thinking, just have fun, and I'll be fine, but I have no idea what I'm getting myself into.

I think I'll just do some more computer stuff, organization, installation, deletion, and hopefully that will kill enough time, that I can shower and start my lovely Saturday.