Thank goodness. My charm was found the second I turned back my blankets to sleep.

Moral of the story, I want to find a jewelry to turn it into an earring for me.

g'night everyone.

Creativity has it's risks. I turned my comedy/tradegy masks necklace into an earring and just now I noticed the charm was missing. It fell off today. And now I'm sad, because I really really liked that necklace/earring. I should sue Walmart for selling cheap earring hooks.

I mean, it's not like I can say hey Dan, go back to Mexico and get me another one of those...

Last night Heather showed me where my life should be, or closer to where it should be. I knew there was a reason I met, and quickly bonded, with her. PJ, where ever you are, I'm sorry I stopped practicing.

I'm hoping my newfound (again) faith, supports me through school. I have a meeting with a counselor tomorrow. I need to solidfy myself, and this, I believe, will help.

Halloween is approaching, and all I'm thinking in is, all Hallo's Eve, and Saint's Day.

Have already overslept today, and missed the lecture part of school. My alarm wasn't even on apparently.

I'm failing school, and don't even seem to care. Is this depression? I'm listening to Jon Brion's Knock Yourself Out. I love that song, and I LOVE 'I heart Huckabees' and I haven't even seen it yet. I think it's the song. I really really love this song.

So if this song is depressing, then maybe I'm depressed, but it sounds happy and upbeat, so maybe I'm just losing touch, and need to be retracked. Maybe I should see if I can join a program that starts in January, so I'm on top again, and not failing, even though I'll be another semester off.

Dammit, I don't know what to do. Should I cry, should I scream, should I hate my work, even though I love that too?