Read a couple blogs I haven't looked at in awhile. Mostly cause I don't have an internet connection in my nomadic lifestyle, but also mostly cause I really don't care. I only check them when I'm really bored.

It's kind of terrible. I need new things to do online if I'm going to waste my time here. Well, actually, I don't care much for the internet anymore. I think I just like having it for the occasion EQ, and AIM, which doesn't make me feel social anymore anyway.

I'm going to try out this having my phone connected to AIM thing for a week. If it hate it, I'm going to disconnect it. Just as well, I'm going back to school Monday, and will have no time for anything.

It's been almost a month exactly since Eric and I quit Hollywood, and I still have reoccuring dreams that I start working there again. I miss everyone there, well, not everyone, but I miss a lot of people there, and think it's really petty the way some people are treating Eric and I. Mike never returns our calls, Miranda was a straight up bitch (but now she's in jail, ha ha, Karma), and everyone else I hung out with never really talks to us either. I understand their lifestyle, but at the same time, Eric and I don't sleep til like 4am.

I had a job for a day, and quit. It was a bad move, but I neeced quicker cash. Now money isn't too huge an issue cause my mom finally got her pension money. And really, all I need is money for school.

I talked to Heather yesterday, and we made iffy plans for tomorrow. I really should be more social, but once again, it's hard when you're broke. I don't really care about money all that much, but I have school, cell phone, possibly the internet here, and you know, food. Food that I haven't been able to buy in a couple weeks.
Eric said we'll have out place together after I graduate, so I can turn around and support him while he's in school. Nice plan, but mostly I'm excited about living alone with him, and decorating. Our relationship is similar to the Sims in the fact that our social bar stays up so long as we're together. I haven't been talking to many other people because it seems like so much work. Let's hang out, ok, but I have no money and my car runs like poop. And no one seems to want to go to Eric's to hang out with me. I'm not complaining though, cause it defaults back to, Eric and I are great company for eachother.

Kiel's Christmas present has been sitting on Eric's table for like three weeks or so. It's kind of neat, but I'm disappointed that I couldn't do better, but at the same time, at the rate I've been hanging out with Kiel, who knows when he'll get it.

It's probably a really good thing that Eric and I are so self-sufficent socially, because the next months of my life is going to be so insane that I can't do much. But I'm really going to do it this time, I'm really going to stick with it, graduate and have an accomplishment under my belt. Then a great job, so I don't have guilt and asshole-ish emails from mean people with no outter consciousness. Fuck off, dick, I can't do that now, don't you understand that? No, because you're being an asshole. Make yourself happy, and don't be an Indian Giver.

Venting out of the way. I think I'm now typing to just listen to the amazingness of my WPM.

My mom is graduating college tomorrow. Go her. I'm just happy for the alcohol she bought me (after I had to beg her to do it. I'm 24, but I swear she thinks I'm 12 still) and the pizza we'll have ordered, cause believe me, all the junk my mom was cooking tonight for tomorrow is going to be awful. No offense, but she's never been an amazing cook.

Erin and I sorta talked yesterday. I real laid back thing, like old times, mostly due to a crazy stalker guy. I'm not sure if I'm ready to see her again, but I'll have to at some point. I was trying to find a cleansing spell, for us to perform to rekindle our friendship, but no such luck. Heather will have to help me with that, if I can ever talk to her.

I still totally want to go to Hollywood with the free tickets Eric and I found. And if anyone stops us, I'll simply ask if we need to be arrested and escorted out in cuffs to come back into Hollywood. I can't believe it would have to go that far, but it's really ridiculous for a grudge to be held and our sides not even heard.

I'm trying to join the North Side Rocky crew, I think they'll be nicer, and more open minded. How anyone doing Rocky could not be open-minded is beyond me.

Had a dream about Josh, can't really remember much. Makes me wonder if I should even bother remembering people. If you're not here now, you're not here.

But by that standard, Joe and I will never hang out again.

I would go back to work at Hollywood. I do like the people, and the job (within reasonably amounts of hours) but I don't want to deal with petty crap if that's all I get from there. Heather said I probably couldn't go back. The GM used to be my friend...but who knows. Maybe that place is just too drama filled.

Go to bed, I really should.

I miss Eric. Why do I come home?